Yesterday 12-10-2008, Ashraff turned 4. He knew his birthday yesterday. on our way home from BIL house, he kept singing Birtday Song. So we decided to get a cake for him to celebrate his b’day. Since both kiddos share their birthday on the same month, so both of them blow the same cake. He was so happy.

4 years ago…..

Ashraff has been a week past my due date and his papa keep telling him ” ei budak tak malu ke duduk dalm perut mama lama – lama”
well ……… Oct 12 2004, at 3 am I woke up as usual because I couldn’t not sleep (too much sleep- not working ma) and watch TV. suddenly I feel mild contraction. hmmm so I waited till 6am and told my hubby. I have waited for too long with mild contraction and not bother to him because when I waking him up he will say a same Q for a week ” nak pergi hospital dah ke?”
At 6 wake him up ” I think ashraff nak keluar dah, but let’s wait till 7am. abang tidur dulu lah”
7am I took shower, and wake him up told him there was a bloody show then he checked and ask me to wait for him to shower and send me to hospital.Paked bag has been in the car since 2 weeks ago.
We arrived PMC at 8am and I nicely walked to receiptionist and told her ” saya rasa saya nak beranak la” while my hubby send car for parking….

They pushed me to delivery suite and ask me to changed baju. dupdap dup dap I was so nervous (first time ma) . wrap my tummy with monitor blabla… while waiting I have my breakfast and reading newspaper. Just can’t wait when the baby will out. Doc Nora (Now Datuk Dr Nora) came and checked me she told that she need to break my waterbag. let her do whatever she think the best because I can’t think , PAIN started 1/2 hour after drip given. I asked for inject…heheh I cried I don’t like inection since small. Lucky my loving hubby around.11am the pain is coming….. they gave me mask (syiook la ..layan itu mask, hanyut.) and I think my hubby also used it. He was so bz like a doc …checking what happen……… after being bz with that “labour” finally ashraff out at 12.31pm on Oct 12, 2004. Funny thing I can remember I talked not really rubbish but it’s about dolphin giving birth, national geographic while in pain. maybe too much pain killer. haaa lega baby dah keluar….Then my husband perform azan and iqamat to the baby aka Arash Ashraff. It’s really touching !! and I can’t beleive I am mother.